L E I

Here I am again finally writing an entry after a week of procrastinating. The truth is I will have to go back to school tomorrow and thinking about what's coming up next, I'm afraid I wont have the time to really sit down and blog before 2015 comes to an end. Yes I know, others are having their semester break but sadly not for me. I will have to wait for another month in February for my turn. I feel like I'm going to drag myself to college tomorrow. Plus, when there's a chance of having a French test tomorrow, you haven't even start studying and you are still on holiday mood. You know you are dead.


When I look back on this year, 2015, first thing came to me is wow time never flies so fast ever in my life. Day after day, month after month and now you are just a few days until a new year comes. I do wonder did I learn and grow throughout this year? It looks like I have been spending so much of my time especially in my assignments, it felt like I didn't learn much? But when I really look into the small little things, I know I have learned alot. I get to learn more about myself, I learn not to take things too seriously, I get to unlock more "life achievements" haha such as I got my driving license and I drove down to Malacca to visit my aunt.


My studies take up a big part of my life right now, I get to learn alot in school, of course my view towards this industry is different now. It's not glamorous at all.And yes the finish products are all glitter and gorgeous but the work behind it it's a stressful process. But do I enjoy it? Yes, but when stress take over its not fun at all.



Life has not been a bed of roses but I know through the ups and downs is what shaped me today. I'm truly thankful for what God had brought me through this year. There are alot of times where it felt like I can't go through that season of life but it was the faith I have in Him that brought me through. He is faithful :)


Am I excited for the coming of the new year. Definitely yes, but it's scary in the same time. My plans for what's coming up is exciting but I will have to trust on God's will for me. I will end this entry with something that I kept deep down in me. "Sometimes the hardest thing is not when you called to leave but to stay."

xx