L E I

It's probably not the best time to blog now. But I guess the urge to blog always kicks in especially in the middle of the night when you are supposed to sleep but you are trying to resist your tired eyes and just want to put things out of your chest.

I just came back from Penang and it was a beautiful place. I definitely need to go back one day. Reality hits me hard. Just coming back to all these pressure pressure pressure. I never realized finding an accommodation was this hard. I'm less than two months away from leaving and I haven't secure a place to stay in Paris. I'm trying to be patient and not to freak out. Trusting God is in control. Sometimes it got me thinking if I made a right decision. People say you get homesickness even before you leave home. Yes I believe I'm having it constantly. You know it's scary when you are moving to a foreign place without any friends or relatives there and
the people doesn't speak your language.

But I know it's going to be exciting. I'm trying not to let fear come so much to me but I guess you just can't help it.


xx