As I was preparing dinner for myself tonight, it hit me how I have grow as a person in terms of cooking for myself almost everyday. Maybe to others its no big deal but I realize it's kinda like an achievement to me because I wasn't cooking at all when I was at home in Malaysia. I would say I was really pampered at home. But just looking back to days where I have to cook for myself just to prevent myself from starving to death lol, I saw a growth in me and you just feel happy for yourself. Yes cooking, it's not something I love and adore but I'm still learning and I know I have still a long way to go. I burned a pan yesterday but its all good haha.
A lot of my friends would ask, how's France? How's Paris? Tbh I really don't know at this moment. I would always say it's okay here, it's nice here and etc but I couldn't give an exact answer to this question. I would also say that a lot of things are different, and I'm not sure if I like it. Yet. I'm still grabbing hold of the whole culture, place and etc. Especially the language, French. It's not an easy language to learn peeps! Stop assuming that my french is fluent after just 5 months of classes. Yes I can understand some words, phrases but no I can't have a perfect conversation without mixing English and French all together. Sorry but I'm still trying.
Everything just feels like I'm starting from scratch and I can't lie, it's difficult but I look forward to the day where I can truly say I love this place and it feels like home.
Bonsoir
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