L E I

Have you ever felt like you are in this phase of life where you are lost. Not about life but yourself.
Like you forgotten who you really are?
Literally asking yourself, who am I?
How am I like before this?
You know you are a someone like this, but after that what more?
You remember there's more but it seems like you had a memory lost because you just can't recalled.
You can't really make it clear what are your likes or dislikes.
You lost your motivation of what you were so passionate before.
You feel like you aren't as interested to new things as before.

Because that's what I'm feeling right now. It's scary. It truly is.
I know I'm at this place where things are changing for me, the people, place, culture, language, friends. They are all different.
It's normal to feel lost. I guess?
It's difficult.
But despite all I'm reminding myself, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. I will find myself back again and when I do, I believe I will know myself much more better than before.
Be patient. It takes some time but it will be worth it.

xx

PS: idk if anyone out there who feels the same way but if you do I just want you to know that you are not alone. Bon courage.