L E I

God knows how long this feeling of losing motivation and inspiration have been lingering inside of me...I felt it. I knew something was not right. Later, I realized that I'm in a place where I loose myself. I became someone that I hated. But knowing all of this doesn't make things better. It feels like I'm walking in a same circle again and again. I know what I should do but I just don't get that push within myself to do it.

Tonight as I'm lying in my bed praying. "Love yourself first" this small voice just spoke to me.

Yes maybe that's what I have left behind..

xx